Wednesday, August 5, 2020

Epic Journey - Rafting the Grand Canyon

Mile Zero on the Grand Canyon

Epic Journey – Rafting the Grand Canyon

travel memoir

by Gregory E. larson

 

          Foreword: It’s been about a month since I returned from the rafting trip through the Grand Canyon. I’ve started some paintings and have been thinking on how to write about such an epic experience. Rather than do a full journal of the trip, I’ve decided to share a handful of experiences that crystalize the memories of being in a remote but magical place. Looking back on the trip, it was just the antidote for plodding through months of the pandemic blahs.

 

As our two massive rafts pulled out onto the Colorado River at Lee’s Ferry, a big surprise enveloped me. One-hundred-degree-days were forecast for the week so I was ready for a hot ride. The raft started the turn to go downstream and a cool breeze wafted over the vessel. I realized that the fifty-degree water temperature from the outflow of Glen Canyon Dam upstream created a thin, cool layer of air on the river. Granted, when the wind began to blow or the sun hit us hard in the afternoon, the air layer didn’t help all that much, but many times during the week that cool layer of air was a welcome relief.

The other first impression was realizing the size of the big rafts. When fully loaded with people and supplies for a week, each raft held 14 guests, 2 crew members, and a few tons of supplies, food, and personal gear. The rear third of the raft was where the crew sat next to an open well where the small outboard motor was controlled by the captain. Our captain was Rachel, and though she was small in stature, she was a giant on the river as far as I was concerned. She knew how to eek out every move of the raft as she navigated the rapids and made our ride a safe one, but exciting and fun.

During the pandemic, the group was smaller, just ten people to each raft, so we had plenty of room to sit while we cruised down the river. As we began riding the rapids it seemed like we were on top of a humpback whale that bobbed and weaved in the rough water. Each raft had a set of large pontoons on each side. The design allowed the raft to flex in the rapids while taking the big standing waves. Chunks of water and wave flew over the raft and thoroughly doused us, while mini-geysers at the flex joints shot upward to spray anyone in proximity to the openings. Mesh bags of water, soda, and beer were tethered to the raft, and were easily pulled out whenever we wanted to quench our thirst.

For a couple of old scouts, my brother and I were in our element sleeping under the stars, becoming one with the river and the sand (literally) with a mixture of sunscreen, water, and sand stuck to our skin and our gear for most of the week. The dirtier I got the more I would repeat, “I love it!” I was beginning to feel like a river rat. Several times a day we had the opportunity to take a refreshing dip in the river or stand underneath a creek’s waterfall.

Approaching Redwall Cavern

Redwall Cavern was one of our stops that stands out in my memory. Early on the second day we floated around a bend where the cliffs were close to the river and the morning shadows lingered in the canyon. I noticed a big hole at the bottom of the cliff with a sand bar jutting out into the river. At first, it didn’t seem like such a special place until we pulled closer. By the time we beached on the sandbar, the size of the cavern, which was carved out in the bend of the river, was almost too big to grasp. I estimated about three football fields could have easily fit beneath the sandstone roof of the pocket cave. Some of the group began playing with frisbees and bocci balls. I just wandered around, allowing my brain to absorb such a unique place. As I looked upriver, I noticed the river shone with morning reflections of the sun which radiated from the western walls of the canyon. Redwall cliffs and the Redwall Cavern made me realize that everything in the Grand Canyon is super-sized. I tried to imagine a raging river that was high enough to fill the cavern in times long ago.

Early morning inside the Redwall Cavern

Our camp that evening was on a sandbar near the Nankoweap Granary, which was a small grain storage space constructed with rocks and mud by ancient Pueblan natives. They created several rectangular openings into the storage space under a cliff, located several hundred feet above the river. When the guides offered to lead a hike to the granary, I was ready to go. They said it would be a strenuous forty-five-minute hike, with the last twenty minutes being on a path of irregular stone stairs which would lead us to the base of the cliff. We climbed about ten minutes on the stairs when I began to slow down and decided to stop to catch my breath. Most of the hikers were thirty years old or younger, and I realized my age was finally creating limits on my endurance.  I had to stop a couple of more times before I made it to the granary, but I didn’t mind stopping because the view was spectacular. This one view down the Colorado River seemed to sum up the entirety of how I felt about the canyon. The steps and the granary were in the deep shade of the afternoon, but the view which spread before me included the massive Colorado River which changed in color as it snaked along and around the sandbars while the red cliffs created giant walls on either side of the immediate river canyon. The distant cliffs were veiled with pink and blue shadows in the hot, dry air. The walls with changing textures and colors were a feast for the eyes. I felt like I was in a giant heavenly room. Included with the timeless view was the dead silence that flowed through time like an invisible blanket woven over millions of years. What did the natives think as they worked at surviving in the harsh environment? Did they take the time to feel the beauty of their surroundings? What did the canyon look like in the environment above the river area?

After snapping a few photos while above the river, I thought the view was special. Once the trip was over and I was home in my painting studio, I decided to make a watercolor painting of Nankoweap Overlook – Grand Canyon. Now the view is permanently etched in my brain. 

Nankoweap Overlook - Grand Canyon
2020 Watercolor by Gregory E. Larson

When I made it to the granary, I told our guide that I was turning around to take the downward hike at my own pace, knowing that going down would put more pressure on the quadriceps than a usual walk. My energy and leg muscles were spent by the time I made it back to camp, but I knew it was worth it. I had the photos to prove it.

Nankoweap Granary at base of redwall cliffs

That night I heard something that will also remain etched in my memory. I happened to be awake for a few minutes in the middle of the night. From a distance of what was probably several miles I heard a deep ka-whump, followed by a rumble, rumble. To me, it sounded like a Howitzer cannon doing target practice at Fort Riley in Kansas, but I quickly realized I’d heard the timeless falling of some huge pieces of rock or canyon wall. There were no storms that night nor did I hear any jets. It had to be some massive rocks somewhere among the other billions of rocks, succumbing to gravity’s pull.

My brother, Dan, was able to identify and point out numerous birds in the canyon. One of my favorites was the Canyon Wren which had its own mockingbird-like call. The wren was loud, and each morning it seemed as though it was demanding that we get up and get moving. We also saw a California Condor, a Peregrine Falcon, as well as numerous swifts and swallows that lived along the canyon walls. At evening and during twilight the bats weaved and dodged above the river. As we floated during the day, we saw numerous Rocky Mountain Sheep at water’s edge or high on the cliffs.

Traveling down the 'Great Unknown'

I didn’t photograph or video going through the big rapids because my camera isn’t waterproof. We felt safe on the giant rafts, but there were times when Rachel would shout out, “Make sure your life jacket is buckled and grab a rope in each hand. Put your feet against the pontoon.” If she was especially nervous about a an upcoming rapid she would say, “This next rapid has a different personality every time I run it, so if we spin around or hit a wall or rock, just keep hanging on and smile and say ‘we’re having fun!’” There were two or three big rapids that I’ll always remember. The front of the raft would hit a big standing wave and huge quantities of water would splash over the entire raft. I remember one of the rapids was bucking us like a big bronco, and there was a cliff that seemed an arm’s reach away while we flew through the crashing waves. I looked at my brother and shouted, “THIS is what I signed up for!” We’d all yell and hoot while our world splashed and crashed around us.

Lava Falls was the last big rapid of the trip. I took a photo just as we exited the rapids and then Rachel said, “If you thought that was enough, here comes Son of Lava!” We shot through more rapids along the cliffs.

Looking back at Lava Falls

Every camp had its own personality. Some had noisy rapids nearby and others were silent, as deep water in the river crept by the campsite. At some locations the air was still and hot, and others had windstorms with blowing sand during the night. At one of the campsites nicknamed Furnace Flats by the guides, I decided to sleep on top of the sheet and sleeping bag. During the night it kept getting cooler and cooler. Finally, I unzipped the sleeping bag and slid inside. By morning I was shivering. The temperature seemed below fifty degrees when the crew yelled, “Good Morning, coffee is ready.”

After 190 miles and seven days, our guides gave us instructions on what we were to do when we got off the raft to board the helicopter which shuttled us to a dude ranch. It was like a scene from M*A*S*H. The helicopter landed before we got out of the rafts. The rotors kept turning while each group of five people scurried with their luggage, moving single-file up to the door of the chopper. Once the crew stowed our luggage, it seemed like an instant and we lifted up above the remaining group, with the rafts and the river looking smaller by the second as our pilot turned the helicopter up and over the canyon walls. Immediately we saw upper parts of the canyon that weren’t visible to us during the week at river’s level. In seven minutes, we were dropped off at the dude ranch for a shower and lunch. We were now official River Rats, but it was time to wash off as much sand as possible, knowing that it will probably take months and years to get all of the sand out of the clothing, gear, and bags. But we can’t wash out the memories of spending a week with the river and the rocks. Those will always be with us.


Our chopper lands to take us out of the canyon

More Pictures:
Loading gear in the early morning

The sacred Little Colorado River merges into the Big Colorado River

Looking down on Furnace Flats campsite from nearby hilltop

Rapids at Hiker's suspension bridge near South Rim and Phantom Ranch

Early morning at the 'Silent Canyon' campsite

Part of our group taking a daytime shower at a side creek waterfall

Floating through canyons of 1.6 billion-year-old schist rock

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Small Town, U.S.A.

Neon Sign in Abilene, Kansas
2020 original watercolor by
Gregory E. Larson

Small Town, U.S.A
memoir by
Gregory E. Larson

          The watercolor above is a sign in downtown Abilene, Kansas. To me, it exudes the late 1950s and early 1960s feeling of small towns in the Midwest.
          Thriving small-town U.S.A did exist at one time. I remember it. Maybe you remember it, too. For a small boy in the late ’50s it was a part of the idyllic summer week spent each year with my grandparents in Emporia, Kansas. After a long two-hour drive from the suburbs of Wichita, we would finally make the turn onto Garfield Avenue. My grandparents would take me downtown when they did errands, but I also spent a lot of time to myself, exploring the house, yard, and neighborhood. The time went by quickly while I was there. 
          As I painted the watercolor, the memories of times spent in Emporia returned . . .

          It was one of those summer days when the heat comes on quickly. The ceiling fans in the large Ben Franklin store in downtown Emporia were circulating what little cool air was left in the building. I grabbed the tiny race car from the bin and held it up for inspection. It had real rubber tires that were smooth as silk. It would be perfect for playing on the porch railing at Granddad and Grandma’s house on the tree-lined street. Granddad offered to buy it for me since the twenty-five cents was out of my price range. I had to use my money sparingly if I wanted to go to the Dairy Queen each afternoon for a nickel cone. On another trip to the same store, Grandad bought me an old wooden top the size of a yo-yo. He taught me how to wind up the cord and release the top with a snap of the wrist to watch it spin on the concrete pavement.
          The scariest memory of downtown was when Mom said, “We need to go to Doc James and have him look at your teeth. Being just five years old at the time, I had never ventured inside a dentist’s office. I was a bit suspect of making the visit, since I didn’t like the doctor’s offices in Wichita, A trip there usually meant that I got some type of shot.
          Doc James’ office was on the second floor of the building at the main intersection downtown. There was a big long stairway to climb and the hallway and dentist office seemed dark to me. We entered the office and they guided me to the inner sanctum where I had to climb up into a big chair that looked like the ones in the barber shops. Immediately I started looking at the drill which was run by some big-arm contraption with cords on it. Doc took some picky-looking tools from the porcelain tray and had me open my mouth. After poking around and saying, “Uh-huh,” a few times he turned to my mom and said, “Your boy has a small cavity in one of his molars. It is so tiny that I can give him a filling without using Novocain.”
          I started feeling clammy all over. Oh no! He’s going to start that drill contraption. This could be serious.
          It didn’t turn out so bad. The sounds scared me more than anything. I didn’t like his big fingers in my mouth and there was some nasty-tasting stuff he spread on my gums to numb them.
          I just hoped Mom wouldn’t stop me from getting ice-cream cones and eating all the Life-saver candy that Granddad gave me when we went fishing.
          I thought life was pretty good when I visited my grandparents in Emporia. It was a fun neighborhood to explore. They lived just one block away from the busiest highway through town, which was on Sixth Street. When I walked down the sidewalk with my brothers or cousins, we’d pass a hair salon, liquor store, root-beer stand, and a mom-and-pop grocery store. The next block towards town had a Cities Service filling station that was owned by my grandparent’s neighbor, Mr. Feltner.
          Trips to the filling station were top-notch. I thrilled at watching the cars being raised on the lifts where the workmen pried off hubcaps and used the lug wrenches to remove the wheels. It was a guy’s kind of place where the smell of grease, oil, and gasoline mixed with the rubber tires and brake dust – just the thing to make an impression on a small boy. I always wanted to quench my thirst with a bottle of pop from the big machine, but that rarely happened. My grandparents were thrifty folks. Sometimes before we went fishing, we’d buy minnows at the gas station. They were in a tank where Mr. Feltner would scoop them out with a a small net and put them in our minnow bucket. We didn’t buy worms at the gas station. That was too extravagant. Grandad would turn over a couple of shovels of topsoil in the lower back yard and let us pick them out and place them in coffee can full of dirt.
          The fishing trips to the lakes and creeks in the Flint Hills lasted the better part of a day with a picnic lunch included. Granddad always tried to find the spots where the crappie were thick. I’d throw out the line and watch the worm and the bobber plop into the water. Many times the fish would immediately begin tugging on the worm. Those were excellent places to learn how to set a hook on a fish. Otherwise, I’d have to reel in the line and the hook would be picked clean.
          The size of Emporia was perfect. Everything was within a five-minute drive. No suburbs existed there in the ’50s. The small towns were much different than my existence in the new part of Wichita where the neighborhoods had scant grass, tiny trees, and long, thirty-minute rides in the car just to get downtown.
           I loved the old neighborhoods in Emporia with the big elms and other assorted climbing trees. I thought I was in heaven when I ran barefoot in the shade through the thick bluegrass.
          At noon every day the steam whistle sounded in the Santa Fe train yard. I knew it was time to go inside where Grandma would fix me a peanut butter sandwich and put it on the colorful Fiesta-ware plate. 
          One summer, my grandparents took me to the downtown theater to see the Disney movie Pollyanna. I was fascinated with the children in the movie, and while watching it I realized I was having as much or more fun during the time at my grandparents than the kids were having in the movie. I remember Grandma laughed and laughed when the movie showed an old lady playing the drums in the band at the church bazaar.
          Fridays were a bit sad at the end of the week when my mom came to get me. It was good to see Mom, but I always made sure I took one more trip to the Dairy Queen in the early afternoon before she arrived. I’d splurge and spend a dime to get the cone dipped into the butterscotch. I’d hurry as fast as I could without endangering the cone, running to the back yard of my grandparents where I climbed to my favorite spot in the red-bud tree, savoring the melting cone during the last minutes of the summertime vacation away from the big city.
          Yes, that was when small-town U.S.A. was heaven on earth, as far as I was concerned.

Thursday, April 2, 2020

Book Launch: The Lost Flight


BOOK LAUNCH!



The Lost Flight
by Gregory E. Larson

How can a plane and its occupants disappear for seven months? The author shares the true story of a 1970 camping and hiking trip with his brother and two friends that turns into a horrific discovery. He later connects with the family of two of the victims and provides  the reader with a heartwarming story of the baby-boomer families that were linked by the tragic event occurring on a remote ridge in the Sangre de Cristo mountains of southern Colorado.

Excerpt from Chapter One:

Chapter One:
Maybe it was fate
  
June 2013 – January, 2014
Kansas City metro area and trip to California
A blast from the horn announced it was time for us to get onboard the train. Outside, the diesel fumes hung in the air and the late-night heat blanketed Union Station in Kansas City. The car shuddered and began to move forward with clacks and creaks. My wife, Gretta and I stood with our luggage in the narrow aisle of the sleeper car, waiting to gain access to our berth.
After we stood several minutes in the aisle, a porter scurried around us with a stack of folded white linen in his arms. “Sorry I’m late in getting the sheets. We’ve been booked solid, and the folks that were in your compartments just got off the train.”
We were on Amtrak’s Southwest Chief, bound for Los Angeles on a June night in 2013. The cars began to rock as it picked up speed through the West Bottoms, past gravel lots where stockyards once stood. The start of a vacation always excited me. Untold adventures lay ahead. I brimmed with anticipation of a fun time in L.A. and Santa Barbara. The thought of being able to relax in a sleeping berth, something we’d never tried, also added to the excitement.
While the porter hurried to make our beds, Gretta and I looked at another couple who were in the same predicament — standing in the aisle on the moving train while waiting for their berth.
We stepped closer to the couple in the hallway and introduced ourselves. The husband, Alejandro, said they were retired and had visited relatives in the East. They were getting off the train in Albuquerque, to go to their home in Belen.
“Belen?” I blurted out the town’s name. Simultaneously, memories of a decades-old adventure rushed into my brain. What were the chances that I would cross paths with someone from Belen, a small town about thirty miles south of Albuquerque?
“Yes,” said Alejandro, “It’s always nice to get back home.”
It was possible he knew of a story from my past, so I leaned closer to ask him an important question.
“Do you know the Torres family . . . Nolbert Torres?”
He tilted his head with a look of surprise and said, “Yes, I see him in church and sometimes at the grocery store.”
I couldn’t believe it. “You may not be aware of this, but Nolbert’s brother and dad died in a plane crash, back in 1969.”
Alejandro’s eyes widened and he responded, “Yes, I remember. The plane was lost. No one knew where it crashed.”
I took a deep breath to gather my thoughts. “Well, the reason I know about that crash, is that my brother and I discovered it in the mountains of southern Colorado, seven months after it disappeared. We were teenagers on a camping trip with two friends, and we stumbled onto it while hiking in the melting snow.”
We stared at each other for several seconds. How could two people randomly cross paths — two people who remembered a tragedy from over forty years ago?
I told Alejandro I had unsuccessfully tried to contact Nolbert, and that I’d always wanted to meet him and his family.
 “I need to give you my contact information to pass on to Nolbert,” I said as I grabbed for a pen.
Gretta tapped me on the shoulder. “Just give him one of your cards. Remember, I told you to bring some along.” She laughed because I had scoffed at the idea. We were going on vacation, so I stuffed a couple of the cards in my wallet. They were printed with my name and contact information, ending with a line that stated:  Architect, Writer and Creative Thinker.
I gave him the card and begged him to pass it onto Nolbert. Maybe someday we could meet. I always wondered about the family I never met. How could they have endured seven months of not knowing what happened to their brother, dad, and two other men? How did the family move on from the tragedy?
As we moved into our respective berths, I heard Alejandro talking to other folks he knew on the train . . . “You’re not going to believe who I just met.” 
After the amazement of what had just transpired, Gretta and I settled into our compartment. I looked out the windows at the moon and a shadowy rural scene that unfolded while the train rolled across the Kansas prairie. I wanted to meet Nolbert and give him a big hug. Maybe, it just might happen.
The train began to rock me to sleep while pieces of Simon and Garfunkel’s song, America, tumbled in my head . . . “They’ve all gone to look for America . . . and the moon rolls over an open field.”
Sunrise and clear skies greeted us the next morning, with the sand hills and the irrigation fields of western Kansas rushing by our big window. Satisfied with a generous breakfast in the dining car, and being fully rested, I was convinced that train travel with a sleeping berth was the way to vacation. We had acres of space as compared to a passenger seat on a plane, and it was much more relaxing than being part of the rat race of the workaday world. Up in the observation car, we found seats that looked out upon the semi-arid countryside of eastern Colorado. A thin blue line of the approaching mountains appeared on the horizon. We spied some antelope standing among the mesquite and piñon trees near the tracks, and watched them quickly bound away in fear as the giant monster passed them by.
The two Spanish Peaks, or “breasts of the earth” as the Ute Indians called them, loomed before us like a postcard image, with the Sangre de Cristo Mountains coming into focus beyond the peaks. I squinted at a point on the horizon where the mountains met the sky. The memories in the far reaches of my mind surfaced again. Somewhere up there on the opposite side of a ridge at an elevation of 12,000 feet, the Torres plane slammed into a rocky slope during a snowstorm, setting off a chain of events that affected so many families.
The chance encounter last night with Alejandro resurfaced from my subconscious. I had no idea that a vacation to California would bring the events of decades past back into focus.
I also thought about why Gretta and I were taking this vacation. We had booked the trip months in advance to have an adventurous train ride to California. Just two weeks before our trip she was diagnosed with cancer and the oncologist said she needed surgery — soon. We told him of our plans to go to California and asked if we should cancel. He said, “No. Take the trip. It is the best thing you can do to get the surgery off your minds. I’m not able to do the surgery for a couple of weeks anyway.”
We felt like honeymooners rolling through the southwestern landscapes of New Mexico and Arizona, holding hands while looking at the scenery, and planning what we would see once we arrived in L.A.
After a second night in the sleeping berth, we woke up as the train rolled into Los Angeles. From that point on, we rented a car and immersed ourselves in West Coast points of interest, from San Simeon and the Hearst Castle, to the Getty Museum and other architectural treats. In between the sightseeing, we found the perfect solution for relaxing: spending time doing nothing on the beach in Santa Barbara.
With our bed and breakfast inn located just two blocks from the ocean, Gretta and I strapped beach towels to the handlebars of the hotel-provided beach-cruisers and pedaled along the coastal path, rolling between the warm sand and the groves of palms and eucalyptus trees, out past the crowds to a place where we had 100 yards of empty beach on either side of us.
Sun hats rested on top of our faces as we lay on the beach towels, soaking up the warm sun, letting the cool breeze and the sound of the surf wash over us. My daydreams were interrupted with worry about Gretta and her upcoming cancer surgery.
I touched her toes with mine and said, “I’m your guy — always. You just tell me what you need and consider it done. I’ll take care of it.” We were so in tune with each other’s thoughts, she didn’t have to answer. She touched her toes on mine, and that told me all I needed to know.
The surf kept pounding the shore and I took a short catnap. When I awoke, my mind drifted back to the chance meeting with Alejandro, the possible link to the Torres family.
I punctuated the silence, “Can you believe we met someone on the train, at the very beginning of our trip, someone who knows Nolbert Torres?”
More silence was followed by Gretta’s reply, “What are the odds? Maybe it’s fate. Maybe it was meant to be.”


Sunday, December 8, 2019

Home for the Holidays



Home for the Holidays
Fiction
By Gregory E. Larson

          My heart sank when I saw the selections at the dessert station in the cafeteria. There were three small plates with half-melted strawberry Jell-O squares, each placed on a large piece of wilted lettuce. The bright fluorescent lights in the food selection area didn’t add to the appeal. All morning long I visualized a piece of pumpkin pie or apple crisp for the lunch dessert on the last day before Christmas, or whatever the proper term is now, Winter Holiday Vacation. The cafeteria workers were already in clean-up mode, and the few remaining people in the hallways scurried for the exits.
          My friend Eric, a manager in the accounting department, leaned over as he walked by with his tray, “Slim pickens, eh?”
          I responded with obvious disappointment in my voice, “So much for a holiday meal. What happened to the good old days when there was turkey and ham for everyone, and we all put in a full day’s work and didn’t leave until five o’clock?
          The cashier wearing a miniature reindeer pin, an elf hat, and a big smile tried to cheer me up as she totaled the cost of the tuna salad plate, the Jell-O, and a cup of coffee that had a burn-tinged taste. “Now you have a wonderful holiday Pete, and you be safe.  I want to see you next year”
          A massive Christmas tree filled the middle of the dining room which was almost empty. Background music was playing Burl Ives singing A Jolly Holly Christmas, while I steered toward a group sitting near the far windows.
          Betty Jo from Credit and Billing was there, having an animated conversation with another lunch regular, Fred. “My ex-hubby has the kids on the main holidays all year round! I get the left-over dates. Doesn’t matter what the court settlement says. He does just whatever the hell he wants, whenever he wants. Doesn’t seem fair.”
          “Sounds like you need an attorney that is good at sending nasty-grams. That might do the trick.”
          Fred’s eyes grew big as he turned toward me, “Get out the checkbook. Hey, Pete, what are you doing here anyway? You whiz kids up in R&D have the most flexible schedules of all.”
          “It’s all about data. We have to make sure we track and keep all kinds of data. It’s not the fantasy life in R&D that everyone thinks it is. Pressure’s on constantly.”
          Eric pulled up a chair and sat down next to the impromptu lunch group. He threw in his two cents worth. “I’m just glad I’m not in IT. Those poor guys have to draw straws to see who gets to stay here on late shifts over the holiday. Wouldn’t that be a fun way to spend your vacation?”
         “Maybe some people would like that assignment. It would be quiet and peaceful. I’m sure they have a few card games going when the boredom sets in. Better than sitting alone at home.”
          Betty Jo had a quizzical look. “Why would you want to be stuck here?”
          “Some of us older staff members don’t have spouses or family nearby. Things can get pretty lonely at home on a holiday.”
          Betty Jo looked down at the floor.
          Gina, joined the table. “You can’t believe the things we see in HR. There’s a lot of people that struggle with holidays. Some people at the company never take a vacation. They can’t handle the silence and loneliness.”
          “Who?” asked Betty Jo, “They need to get a life.”
          Gina motioned as if she were zipping her lips shut.
          Eric scanned the five of us. “We’re all here, aren’t we? What’s wrong with this picture? Maybe we need to get a life. It’s Christmas Eve.” He looked straight at Fred. “Where’s your family?”
          “The wife’s out in San Diego watching over her dying mom. The kids are scattered around the world.”
          “What about you, Gina?”
          “We get the family here on New Year’s, so I have a few days to get ready.”
          I slapped my palms down on the table, “So what are we all going to do this afternoon? Play tiddly-winks? It’s interesting, we have good 401K’s and nice homes with freezers stuffed with food and here we sit like a bunch of dysfunctional people.”
          Fred had a sheepish grin on his face. “I’m sure the guys from manufacturing are already getting cozy at the Giddy-up Roadhouse.
          “I’m not that dysfunctional,” I replied, and then added, “Well, I guess I have been out there a time or two after golf league.”
          My cellphone buzzed. The email said my credit card was compromised. The message came from an account with .edu at the end – a scammer for sure. Others started looking at their phones, too.
          Eric pointed to his phone and spoke to the group. “Okay, here’s something we can do before we go home tonight. The food kitchen at St. James is serving full holiday meals all this week to the needy and homeless folks. They have menus, and the volunteers take orders and serve the people at the tables. They need extra volunteers to help until six o’clock. You get to meet all kinds of people and when you are done you get your own free meal. It’s better than what I’m looking at on my tray. Who’s in?”
          Fred replied, “That’s a great idea.”
          Gina chimed, “Let’s go.”
          We all got up and walked to the conveyor belt at the tray return. I set my tray on the belt and watched the uneaten Jell-O disappear into the kitchen.
          “See you there at two.” My heels clicked on the floor of the empty hallway. The building was almost deserted. The office space had a quiet, spooky feeling to it. White-noise hiss and computer fans were the only sounds that filled the air.
          Eric’s idea of helping at the church appealed to me. It sounded more fun than going home to a dark house. I grabbed my coat and hurried through the bone-chilling cold in the massive concrete garage. Uh-oh, I need to get some gas. The tires crunched on the packed snow as I pulled out onto the street.
          The inner-city gas station with a mini-mart wasn’t one of those gleaming plazas in exurbia. The spaces were tight at the pumps and at the parking stalls. Once inside, I passed a small table on the way to the restroom. A woman with sad-looking eyes and stringy hair was holding a small child in her arms, and there was a crying toddler next to her. They were eating crumbs from small cracker and cheese-spread packets. She was counting change and putting the coins into her purse. There were two large shopping bags filled with clothes leaning against the window.
          While in the restroom, I thought of the look of fear and desperation in her eyes. They might be homeless, or at the very least, without enough money for food.
On my way out, I stopped at the table. “Ma’am, I don’t mean to pry, but if there is anything you need, I’d be glad to get it for you. Your kids look hungry.”
          The baby buried its runny nose into the mother’s armpit, and the toddler began to whine.
          The woman looked directly at me, then turned her head towards the window. “Oh, thank you, but I’m okay . . .” Tears began to stream down her cheeks and her chin trembled. “I just left my husband and I don’t know where to go. When he comes home, I’m afraid he will begin looking for us.”
          “I’m so sorry. You know, I think I can help you. I’m on my way to St. James to volunteer at their food kitchen. They’ll have a good meal for you and your kids. I’ll bet someone there will help find a shelter where you and the kids can stay.”
          She hesitated to respond, probably sizing me up, trying to decide if my offer was legitimate.
          “I’m on my way to meet some friends there to help serve. There’s room in my car. It’s just five minutes down the avenue.”
          “That sounds very nice, but we don’t want to be any trouble.”
          “No trouble at all, ma’am. I really think you could use some help right now.”
          She nodded, “Yes, just a little.”
          “Here, let me carry these bags and we can get you all to the car.” We walked slowly out of the mini-mart, and I helped them into the back seat.
          On our way down the avenue, I broke the silence. “Ma’am do you think you will be safe while you are at St. James? If you think your husband is looking for you, I can try to get you to a shelter immediately.”
          “No, he’s usually gone for three or four days when he goes on a drug binge. I think we’ll be okay.”
          At St. James, I helped them out of the car and carried their bags into the building. The smells of turkey dinner and coffee hit us was we walked into the large room decorated with red ribbons and gold bells. Betty Jo greeted us at the door. “Why Pete, you’re a bit late. Who do you have here?”
          “These are some nice people I met at the gas station.”
          The woman added, “I’m Mary and these are my two children, Isabel and Lucas.”
          Betty Jo put her arm around them and said, “So nice to meet all of you. Come on in and we’ll get you and your kids something to eat.”
          I found Eric, then shared the story about finding the woman and two children.
          "I know some folks here who have connections with the mission. I'll get them to see if there is some space at their home for women and children. Here, Pete, I'll let you take the orders from the guests at tables six and seven." He stuffed the food lists into my hand.
          While walking towards the tables I looked at the talkative crowd and heard laughter and music. I saw Gina crouched down, visiting with Mary and her two kids. They were all smiling.
          So many happy people. There’s no place I’d rather be than right here, right now. We’re all one big family. This is my home tonight.
          I walked up to the couples sitting at table six. “Merry Christmas, folks. What looks good on the menu? I’ll be glad to take your order.

Monday, October 7, 2019

A Slice of Americana

Madison, Indiana on the Ohio River

A Slice of Americana
memoir
by Gregory E. Larson


“We’ll give you free delivery if you win it.” The man on the street corner pointed to the bright red golf cart with chrome wheels and shiny rubber tires. “Just twenty-five dollars a raffle ticket. The proceeds go to maintaining the river walk.”
“I live in Kansas City and I really don’t need a golf cart.”
“You can opt for $7500 cash.”
The guy was going to have a busy day. It was only 9:00 in the morning but he was in his element. He pointed out to the man in the pick-up truck at the red light. “Hey Jack. I’ll put you down for four tickets. I know you got a hundred dollars cash in your pocket.”
I sat at the outdoor table by the curb, and viewed the surroundings while I ate a homemade apple-cinnamon muffin and washed it down with a big cappuccino. The guy never gave up. He almost had me believing I needed a golf cart. I got up when he wasn’t looking and started walking towards downtown Madison, Indiana, a historic district on the Ohio River. I looked down a side street through the mist toward the Kentucky side. Kentucky mist. Sounds like a good brand of bourbon. The sun and humidity were invading the quaint town in the late September morning while the people filled the sidewalks. It was the annual arts and crafts fair, and there were booths full of handiwork, as well as homemade jam, local honey, and baked goods.
Outdoor market at Madison, Indiana
I wandered over to the outdoor market on Broadway and sat on a bench by the fountain to wait for my son-in-law and granddaughter. Amish boys took turns pulling each other in an old Flyer wagon, as they wound their way through the crowd. A guitarist was twanging and singing at a microphone. I thought the lyrics sounded familiar but the quality of his voice and guitar kept me from remembering the original group or the song title.
Two dogs on their leashes passed each other in the crowd. The small bulldog strained and pawed to get near the little cairn terrier. The terrier glanced at the bulldog as if to say, “Why bother?”
I sat down and thought, this is a happenin’ place. A shapely gal walked by in flip-flops, zoomba pants, and a top that left her midriff bare. Then I noticed a guy with a curly beard so big it made me think of the beards worn by some of the major league baseball players these days.
My son-in-law with the granddaughter in the stroller met up with me. We applied sunscreen and began to look at the arts and crafts booth. There was more than you could imagine: leather goods, blown glass, jewelry, wooden walnut bowls, photo art, bonsai trees, pottery and sculpture, but not much framed art. A woman and her friends walked out of the bonsai booth. “Oh lordy, my cats would never leave those things alone.”
The town folks were working to cash in on a good opportunity. Signs on the lawn at the Christian Church read, “BBQ Lunch $10.” The church volunteers had their propane grills fired up and ready to go. I was thirsty so I stopped at a private home where the owners sat by a table and cooler on the other side of the wrought-iron fence. The homemade sign read: Ice Cold Bottled Water - $1.00.
“How’s it goin’? I’ll take one.”
“Business is brisk.”
The whole town was spruced up for the big weekend. Historic private homes had their mums out, hedges trimmed and fall gourds and decorations strategically placed. Bi-planes and helicopters buzzed overhead. This is a happenin’ place.
Historical homes in Madison, Indiana
Cecilia, the granddaughter, reached her hand out over the stroller and yelled, “Ooo, hey,” while she waved her finger towards a big bounce house for kids. At two years old, she didn’t know what it was, but the colors definitely got her excited.
The food trucks down by the river looked like they had just pulled in from a state fair. Wisconsin Cheese, The German Haus, Funnel Cakes. The aroma and steam from the brats and burgers added to the stifling heat. Step right up and stuff yourself silly.
I loved being in such a vibrant atmosphere, but the heat and humidity kept bearing down. Before walking back to my car, I made a special trip over to a back street where there was a doorway to a townhouse that I used for a watercolor painting I completed a year ago. It spoke to me as an image that summed up the historic town. Every time I go back to a spot that I’ve painted, it feels like a space where I’ve taken root, and that in some special way a piece of my spirit is always there. Today, I experienced another slice of Americana.
Doorway and Steps
2018 watercolor by Gregory E. Larson

Sunday, September 15, 2019

Class of '69




Class of ‘69
Memoir 
by Gregory E. Larson

I turned up the Bob Dylan song, “Like a Rolling Stone,” on my iPod music to keep from getting drowsy on the highway, and yelled out, “Sing it loud and sing it proud!” Slapping my knee with one hand and holding the steering wheel with the other, I began to sing “Once upon a time, you dressed so fine…”
I kept slapping my knee as I looked out across ocean-sized farms that stretched as far as the horizon. I was comfortable inside the air-conditioned car, but it appeared hot and windy outside. The mirage from the late afternoon sun made it look like there was water on the pavement ahead. I had to admit there was a bit of angst in the pit of my stomach as I approached Garden City in Western Kansas. The fifty-year reunion of my graduating high school class of ’69 would be my first one to attend. Would any of my old friends be there? Would anyone recognize me?
I hardly recognized the town since it had tripled in size from the days of school. When I drove to the older parts of the main thoroughfares, I remembered that Garden City was aptly named. It really was a green spot in the bleak stretches of land that made up the surroundings. It was an oasis of culture, a safe place to raise a family and connect with friends, a place of protection from the unceasing winds and the harsh weather.
That first evening at the Eagles Lodge for the meet and greet party, my fears melted away. The friends, the stories and the laughter greeted me as I walked in the door. The memories weren’t so much about what we learned in class, but about life and growing up. High school was the beginning of finding our way in the world. The stories of sports, part-time jobs, first cars, extra-curricular activities and shenanigans – that’s what were etched in our memories and what we shared all evening.
A tour of the old high school building the next morning was bittersweet. So much remodeling had taken place to the building, we had to hunt for something to hang our memories on. Carpet was on the floor instead of tile. Someone said the tiles that made up our mascot (the Buffalo) on the floor were taken to hang on the wall of the new high school. And there were ghostly memories of encounters with the faculty – both good and bad. Those teachers were on a mission to mold us into adults, and in the process, we learned that both teachers and students are human – sometimes right and sometimes wrong.
What touched me most about the reunion was how important every person was that made the effort to come. Somehow, some way. we’d all survived the intervening fifty years and had the stories to tell. The social pecking order of 1969 didn’t exist. We were a big group of peaceful, caring folks. All the greetings and all the shared thoughts were precious. The stories brought fifty years of humanity alive. Births, marriages, divorces, death, years of toil, years of joy. It reminded me of the English teacher from our high school years, Miss Barbee, one of the faculty mainstays. I can still hear her southern accent as she spoke to us, “These classical novels of English literature are filled with life events.” I realized that after fifty years our lives have the richness of novels. Living in the real world can be more fascinating. I truly enjoyed listening to people talk about the past, letting them tell their story.
In those two brief days of the reunion, we experienced somewhat of a time warp and it almost seemed like the '60s. Several of us had lunch at the old dairy shop downtown. The tin ceiling, the long counter and the old menus were all still there, and it reminded me of “the good old days” when we used to drive our cars down Main Street to see and be seen.
This was a rare August day for the reunion – mild temperatures and almost no wind. One of my high school friends and I drove by the houses where we were raised, and that brought back even more memories of coming home late at night, or shooting baskets on a goal that was taken down long ago. The little spruce tree my dad planted was now 60 ft. tall.
The second evening we had dinner at the Knights of Columbus Hall, catching up on lost years with old friends and making sure we didn’t forget to say ‘hi’ to someone and share an old memory. And a group picture was taken with umpteen cell phones pointed at us. It was sad to leave at the end of the evening. Our brief encounters came to an end.
Sunday morning was blanketed with a light fog across hundreds of miles of flatland. I gassed up the car, cleaned the bugs off the windshield and pointed my car to the east, just as I had done when I left Garden City for college. As I drove out over the prairie, I thought about all the stories and memories I’d heard and shared that weekend. Fog enveloped the city behind me, as if a curtain closed all the festivities. I searched for a Beach Boys song, turned up the volume and sang, “Round, round, get around, I get around . . .”

Monday, July 8, 2019

Paris, Etched in Stone


The Louvre Museum - Main Entrance
Paris, Etched in Stone
memoir
by Gregory E. Larson

          During a stopover in Paris on my 2017 trip to the Netherlands, I made a visit to the Louvre Museum. There’s enough to see for several lifetimes and I’ve just scratched the surface.
          My main reason for the visit was a hot ticket that I’d purchased at home to see a special Vermeer exhibit along with period Dutch paintings. Although it was crowded, it was a treat to see the Vermeer paintings first-hand and get close to the brushstrokes of the highlights.

Mona Lisa painting at the Louvre
          I then proceeded to the room with Mona Lisa, an elevator ride to a room full of people. Mona let me down. Was I really hoping to make a connection to this famous painting? They could have replaced the original with a cheap print, and no one would have known. I dodged a mob with selfie sticks. Each person was trying to get a picture with Mona.

Typical exhibit hall at the Louvre
          Oh well, I thought, there must be something else in this vast repository that would pique my interest. The architect in me began to focus on the building details, the sculptures and art that were a part of the building and ceiling. At one of the huge windows I looked out upon the city and the Seine.
          There was natural light ahead, filtering down through a skylight. That's when I saw her. The soft browns and grays reflected off the sculpture of Winged Victory. Oh, I wished she could speak to me, the winged lady.

Winged Victory with base

Looking up at Winged Victory
          I longed to see her face. It wasn’t there, but I felt it’s soft beauty, it’s happiness. The irony of a stone body, set free, with the garments flowing in the wind, awakened my soul. This mother-of-all-hood-ornaments was perched on the prow of a stone boat. Irony multiplied. But all was perfect on that morning in Paris. I forgot the crowds that wandered through the space. It was just me and the lady on the boat. I got on my knees to take a picture of the underside of the stone prow, and looked up at the magnificence. What purity of line and form, unlocked from the ages. Aerodynamic stone. Weightless rock. Humanity unleashed before returning to dust.
          All the museum items beyond Winged Victory seemed to be collecting dust. I left the behemoth to get some fresh air and to walk along the Seine. Pont Neuf caught my eye. It’s arches gracefully crossing the river, an artful work of stone in its own right, beckoned in the Paris atmosphere of gray sky, green water and patches of sunlight.
Memories for the keeping.
Pont Neuf
with the Louvre Museum beyond
2019 Original Watercolor
by
Gregory E. Larson